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If I could

If I could change something about you,

It would be the way you feel about me,

So that You will know more about me.

I = You

Somtime I might be random and crazy and kinda not normal,

But You know because I Love you.

Find A Way

If you want me in your life,

You can find a way to put me there,

because frankly,

I'm sick of trying.

I Wana Be With You!!!

Feel much better

Everyone always tells me to listen to my heart,

But what happens when even my heart doesn't know the answer?

Anyway....

I Had A good talk with her,

And I feel much better after all.

God bless me =)

Just let it be

Heart Weak

With a Heart so weak,

Maybe Love was just never meant for me.

没心事的人

一个人久了没有说心事,自然以后都不爱讲.

有些是因为找不到好的聆听者

有的是不会表达自己

有的就懒得讲

还有一种就是,他根本不可以讲.

这并不是一种折磨

每当你遇上不同的难题或煎熬

到了极点,

你将会熬出另个坚强的自己

问题让人成长

你会看见一个人的改变

连他自己也没发现

其实问题多的人才是最具有魅力

因为它们让他懂事

不再是以前天真无邪的那个

可是有一种人他不会表现出来

你觉得他没忧没虑

他不叹气一声

他永远是大家的开心果

其实他最强 他最深思 他最成熟 也最烦恼

因为他爱大家开心

他无须别人替他忧

就他这种的固执

他让他自己受罪了

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我的无知

老实说爱一个是要怎么爱呢
要顾虑一个人的感受又是怎样的呢

我很忧郁 不停的问自己
"如哪那么简单的的问题我都不懂怎么回答
我真的不适合再谈恋爱了"

但答案却不是我想像重那么简单
的确我真得答不出来 因我真得不懂
我的无知只会伤害到你
很抱歉的想对你说 对不起 我爱你

我真的想放弃了 我很压力 我累了 我真的不懂怎么爱了
原来远距离的恋爱并不是我想像中那么简单
我真的别无选择
在这个时候我觉得我并不适合谈恋爱
我真的需要时间

时间 时间 我真的需要时间
把所有该留下的回忆留下
不该的回忆是时候遗忘了
是时候收拾一下了

我该如何是好

我

已不懂怎么向前走了

也不懂怎么往后退了

我该如何是好

我的心就像被一把刀刺死了 死了！！！

I'm totally wrong!!

I shouldn't be so honest with you,
I'm not suppose to tell you that.
I'm totally wrong!!
But I just can't....
Although It's just a little thing for me and It's a big troubles to you.
I know It's hurt but I really got nothing to do with it.

Sorry love.

Smile and Laugh

Smile Hiding A Tears

And

Laugh Hiding A Pain

But It's wasn't

But It's wasn't

Fuxk Distance

Seriously

Just because I'm independent enough and can do everything alone,

It's Doesn't mean I don't need someone by my side.

Seriously I need it madly!!!

I Don't

I don't ask you to be perfect,

But be the right one at the right time.

That's It!!

SOMEBODY

I need SOMEBODY to guide me badly!!!!!

Do you know that???

When I looked at the picture we took together,

It's make me miss you even more,

And it's make me madly into you

Do you know that???

FMFL

I hate MYSELF

Wonder why I'm so stupid and clumsy

And Why I'm not good in memory

FMFL

You won't have to face alone

Tell me this pls!!!

最幸福的事

谁能告诉我拥有什么才是最幸福的事

有时候感觉到幸福离我好远

但有时候感觉到幸福就在我附近

到底幸福隐藏了些什么 为什么那么难拥有呢？

BYE OCTOBER

I hate October to the max _l_
Finally November is Coming.
*Pray-ing hard that It will be a GOOD month for me.....(fingers crossed)

God bless me

钱 到底怎么了

从来我对钱都没设定些什么
之前一出来打工 对钱这方面都来得敏感 因钱是万能的
过了几年后 我却对钱没这想法了

但最近怎么了
当我不把钱看到那么重时
钱却来找我麻烦呢

到底怎么了

Don't even tell me you still love me!!!!

潘瑋柏 & 弦子 - 不得不愛

I love this song
它的曲调节奏 带动我的心情

Sick

Applepie going to be sick soon!!

FLU?

Or Sick with her Life?

Love-fade away

Today she said I dont love her like previously anymore,
Sigh...I'm speechless,
Maybe recently we keep quarrel-ing,
Hope you do understand me.
cause I'm tired with that kind of life.

Dont judge me

Dont judge me If you still judging the previous me,
Just pay another attention and look at me,
I'm no longer that Apple anymore.

♥

I Miss Her !!!!!

Attitude Is Like Posing In Picture

希望

我希望一见你就有好心情

我希望一听到你的声音就有好心情

总之

有你就有好心情

想像在夏天吃着冰淇淋

心情是超好的

酱的心情有可能会发生在我身上吗？

Attitude

Crashes Again

It's suck,
You know?
When everything Is doing fine then,
It all crashes again and the worst part Is,
I dont really want to try and  face It again.
But i have to!!!
FML!!!!!

♥ I Love You

She said She Love Me!!!!!

Wooo....Jumped up and dowm!!!!

I love you too mom ♥

vous êtes une chienne.


Yes,I'm a bitch...
So what yours?

Just leave me alone

I think I'm abnormal,
Stay away from me...!!!

You guys just mess up my life like nobody,
FML

Just leave me alone
I want to be alone =(

FML!!!

I think there's no one else understand me or know me well,
Even myself!!!!

FML!!!

I Feel like leaving here!!!!

I'm Fucking stress and helpless,
How could I just let thing go with the flow?
It's seems so rush on me.
I really pissed off when someone keep ordering or rushing me.

GOD,
I really got nothig to do it,Just show me the way or guide me pls!!!!
It's make me feel so suffer.=(

I Feel like leaving here!!!!
Just bring me to nowhere pls.

Communicate

I feel very hard to communicated with you
If you ask me why,
Seriously I have no idea!!!
It's seems like very hard to express those thing when we are on the phone.
But when I told you.........Our conversation become worst*start quarrel again.
I'm Tired......I dislike the way you spoke to me!!!
Sound not sweet at all even you know I'm not in the good mood.
Hate the way when you Turn On Your Volume.
I feel like hang up ur call or ask you shut up!!!!
End up you mess the things again. =(
I HATE IT!!!!!!!!!!!!

Don't make me feel like I'm afraid sharing things with you pls!!!
Cause there's no one else anymore!!!!!!!!!!!

A-Lin - 現在我很幸福

A-Lin - 現在我很幸福

他的手掌有種粗糙的體貼
他在我需要時候出現身邊
被你傷的那些 崩潰眼淚
多虧他無私的奉陪
哪天要是和你真的再見面
誰都不要再提醒那一段從前
有些事不面對 反而安心安全
你無權再動搖我的世界
現在我有了幸福 有人照顧 應該知足
你不像他 從不讓我哭
可是我越想投入 越是生疏 抱的再緊
依舊止不住那流失的溫度
現在我不停忙碌 不斷讓步 想看清楚
你不像他 把我當成全部
可是愛有時善良 有時殘酷 我要如何
愛他像愛你那樣義無反顧
不會提到最後和他的一切
面對不愛的人 我終於諒解了
曾經你用無言畫的句點

I ♥ YOU MUM

Saturday morning went to Toa Payoh to collect my medical report.

After that Viewing house at TPY then went to aiport to pick up My lovely mum*My Queen.

While heading to airport I feel very exited.=')

But when I saw my mum I get shock and my heart just like *broken and bleeding nonstop

It's hurt when I saw her changed like nobody.

Gosh what's wrong with my mum?

*I'm keep repeat asking myself.

Her right face is full of scar and bruise =(

I dont even dare to ask her..But my sis told me that she gt an accident!!!!

*My god....Hand and leg also get hurt.

By that time I feel very hard to breath and my tear just drop down.

-Just continue breath and wipe my tear away ='(

I was thinking why I'm not the one who gt an accident!!!

Anway she just smile at us and told us that she's ok

And ask us don't worry bout her.

How could it be?

It's kinda sad

when thing happened and I can't do anything.

Mommy I promise you that I'll be a good daughter.
And I'll try my best to take care of you.

I ♥ YOU Mum

难沟通

远距离恋爱真的行不通吗？
感觉我和她越来越不能沟通了
因双方面都在坚持着自己的立场

我真的无言
我好累 真得好累
似乎每天都在吵 她说的每一言一语有时候真的不是很好听 有可能我还不习惯吧！
但酱的语元沟通方试我真的接受不了 偶尔我会当没一回事 *那会维持多久呢？
讲真的我真的很不喜欢

感觉到那也是时间的问题！！！

I'm afraid to get HURT

Seriously I'm not a good lover,
So DON'T fall for me please.

Cause I'm afraid to get HURT =(

I just like the way

I just like the way when you spoke to me last night.

Even I'm pissed off with other thing and you try to be my belon and let me blow on you.

hahahaha....

Thx and I'm glad that you will there for me

I'm appreacited

*hugssssss

Turn off mode

I hate those who're auditor
I dont think they are human
They can even work like no tomorrow
WTH
I think today I almost work more than 14 hours
End work at 11 plus,Fxxx
Guess today I totaly look like a dead fish.
I dont feel like work anymore =(
How?

Turn off mode
After work trying to bank In $ to someone else,
End up that stupid machince eat my $$$.
I Don't know what going with me,
What I wanted to do It's seems like so suck
And everything goes wrong.


>.<

不懂怎么爱了

最近发现自己越来越不懂怎么去爱了
感觉自己好像缺了什么样的

有谁知道那是什么吗？

Feelings

"Having feelings for someone isn't worth it??

Unless they make you feel special,irreplaceable,peachful and beautiful."

But why I don't feel it?

=(

It's been few week ago

♥ 20.10.2010 20:10pm

For this moment I wanna Wish all my loves 

Happy 20.10.2010 20:10pm

Especially You

From this special moment

♥

What's that fuxking life??

Seriously I'm busy for few week ago and I'm busy for nothing

I'm freaking tired,restless and lack of sleep

What's that fuxking life??

Pissed me off and I get to stay back very late.

I don't feel like work anymore =(

I need someone there for me and cheer me up,

But not giving me stress and troubles.

I'm weak and I feel like ='(

I’m Tired Of Being What You Want Me To Be

Extra 10 more hours

I wish I got extra 10 more hours per day!!!!!

Unfortunately It's very hard

你们的心态真的很难以捉摸

When something goes wrong I feel like give up
Sometimes It's annoying when I said yes just to avoid troubles and anger from me.
And it's hurt when I want to express what I feel,but all I can do is stay quiet.
Cos Some people are so blinded,they think they are right and they don't see what's wrong with themselves and blame everyone for their failed life.
SAD

我真的累了
花了大概一个小时多 结果还是一样
只好委屈自己才能让你满意
那还是我自己吗？


女人啊女人
身为女人的我还是需要她人的关心 疼 爱之类等等 不管女人有多野蛮 女人总有一颗很微弱的心
你的一句温柔的话 女人就会回心转意转个的头对着你笑了

但那为何你们还要那么执著 那么坚持 那么蛮不讲理？

女人连一声都不吭 不代表她们没意见 而是女人看得开
*所谓每件事都会有雨过天晴的一天 那为何还要那么执著呢！！

问题存不存在而是看你自己
因问题是自己制造的
干嘛还要把问题扯进来 县自己还不够烦吗？

你们的心态真的很难以捉摸

Why do I always do that?

Sometimes I just have to smile,

pretend everthing's ok,

hold back the tears and just walk away

Why do I always do that?

UNEASY!!!!

You make me feel so UNEASY!!!!
WHY do I  feel so Lost and Empty???
I Hate this Kind of feeling......
Shoooooootttttttttt........Just stay far away from me pls
I'm *pra-ying very hard now!!!
God bless me pls~~~~


I'm Tired With My life now =(

I need a peaceful silent place badly

CHANEL ♥

This is cool

CHANEL BLACK CRYSTALLIZED SWAROVSKI IPHONE CASE

3 ♥ Anniversary 16.10.10

Gosh~~~

It's suprising me again when the delivery man send this to my office

And the auditor was there too

*Blush

Somemore there's *I miss You* words on the petals

I love it ♥ Thx

Happy 3 Month anniversary to my love too

I love you

You're so sweet man

But u're damn naughty cause i got to bring that flowers with me all night long

You

Thursday night!!!!!!!
Seldom work for so late,
Today Over time till 9pm plus...and after knock off I'm going back by cab!!!!!!
What a Tiring night for me....
Really can't stand it anymore...
cause recently lack of sleep....

I really need a good rest and my beauty sleep

Don't make me pissed off !!!!

I'm so down and I'm so speechless
I don't really know how to express those feeling again.
When you start the arguement with me I don't feel like giving you any response or reaction.
It's useless to voice out cause you're sooooooo unreasonable...!!!

Just shut your mouth up and I wont take it as a Shit!!!!!
Don't make me pissed off !!!!

Stupid pic

♥ Ipad

Wooooo..Finally I get my Ipad

Thx ♥

Mmmmmmmmmmmuack!!!!!

♥ you ttm

怀疑

其实我还在怀疑我自己

生活

感觉到生活越来越沉闷了
越来越不精彩了
越来越不像以前的我了

我该如何是好
我不想要哪一种生活

谁能让我活得更精彩呢

Peaceful friday night

After work that stupid sales man brought me dinner at Bkt Timah Market.
The Famous satay beehoo is damn nice but i hate the carrot cake...*taste awful!!!!
Anyway thx.....=)


Friday night....
I had a peaceful friday night,
Had my dinner at my cousin house,
Had a good chit chat with all loves @ full of laughters....
Just Love it....

Check out who is your Perfect Match?

I Found This on FB:
Check out who is your Perfect Match?
For Princess Fuxking Pie who have zodiac Pisces, below are their perfect match criteria :
Perfect Partners: Cancer, Scorpio
Nearly Perfect Partners: Taurus, Capricorn
Like Minded Souls: Pisces
Opposites Youre Attracted To: Leo, Libra
Learn From Your Differences: Aries, Aquarius
Not Your Destiny: Gemini, Sagittarius
Astrological Hell: Virgo

吴克群/吴克羣《沒关系》

你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句對不起
對不起是我太執迷
你離開的時候沒有一句
沒有一句話說清
說清楚你離開的原因

你說他可靠他實制他不一樣
他能夠給你安全感不只夢想
誰還在乎一起傻傻說過的那些話

沒關係 我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題
是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係
這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍沒關係

愛情裡面總有一個比較傻
要怪就怪我就怪我放不下
痛苦給我 幸福留給你和他
沒關係 沒關係 沒關係

沒關係 我們分了沒關係
這不是你的問題
是我沒那個福氣
沒福氣卻又愛上你
就算哭了沒關係
這不是你的問題
痛痛快快給我一槍沒關係
我沒關係 我沒關係

P/s:是你的心声吗？

I need a Sunglasses badly
O_O

眼睛

怎么今天眼睛越来越痛呢
感觉到眼睛好累好累
好想好好的闭上眼睛 休息一下

Stress

Gosh...Today overtime till 8plus.
Super exhausted =(
I hate account!!!Work stress
Home stress
The only thing without is DEAD!!!!!

Don't stress because of stress

怎么两人在同一时间那么烦那么压力呢
但同时我也很倾心的听一听她的烦恼
知道她做的每一个决定都比我来的难
多么压力都好 别太压抑自己 总有一举两得的解决方式

Don't stress because of stress

Super Monday Blue

压力即将来迎了

Super Monday Blue.

星期日

第五个星期的星期日 无风无浪 天下太平

Bruno Mars - Just The Way You Are

Love this song ♥
How I wish you will sing this song to me >.<

Oh her eyes, her eyes
Make the stars look like they're not shining
Her hair, her hair
Falls perfectly without her trying

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Yeah I know, I know
When I compliment her
She wont believe me
And its so, its so
Sad to think that she don't see what I see

But every time she asks me do I look okay
I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Her lips, her lips
I could kiss them all day if she'd let me
Her laugh, her laugh
She hates but I think its so sexy

She's so beautiful
And I tell her every day

Oh you know, you know, you know
Id never ask you to change
If perfect is what you're searching for
Then just stay the same

So don't even bother asking
If you look okay
You know I say

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

The way you are
The way you are
Girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

When I see your face
There's not a thing that I would change
Cause you're amazing
Just the way you are
And when you smile,
The whole world stops and stares for awhile
Cause girl you're amazing
Just the way you are

Tell me that's not true

There's a thing keep bothering me.

I shouldn't suspect her
Should I?
But It's really hard......=(
It's keep appear-ing in my mind
Tell me that's not true.

Stop it.
I won't take it as a shit!!!

ELVA蕭亞軒 - 錯的人

明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真的真正的可笑
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分
但是我還奮不顧身

明知道愛情並不牢靠 但是我還是拼命往裡跳
明知道再走可能是監牢 但是我還是相信只是煎熬
朋友都勸我不要不要 不要拿自己的幸福開玩笑
但是做人已經那麼累 假惺惺的想要逃
在愛裡連真心都不能給 這才真的真正的可笑
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分
但是我還奮不顧身

可能 在愛裡面這樣算笨
可能 永遠沒有所謂永恆
但是我 不願放棄這裡面一點點可能
寧願笨也不想要悔恨
愛得太真 太容易 讓自己犧牲 太容易讓自己沉淪
太容易 不顧一切 滿是傷痕
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分
但我還是奮不顧身
但我相信有點可能
我太笨 明知道你是錯的人 明知道這不是緣分
但我相信有點可能

中秋节

今年的中秋节我没提到灯笼 =(

My Little Woman B'day ♥

Opssss..Today is my little woman Big day

Happy Birthday to my little woman

Here a lovely birthday song for you

♪♥Happy birthday to you

♥♫Happy birthday to you

♪♥Happy birthday to you

♥♫Happy birthday to you

Hope you'll like it.....May ur all dream come true and etc etc..

Heart you always...

Muackxxxxxxxxx ...... ♥

P/s:do not feel lonely

No matter how far we're I'm always there for you.

Penang Days 4

I look very weird on this looks

lol

Headed to Burma rd and had kuai teow teng as my b'fast

Apong Guan!!!

After that

Having lunch with my little women and she pick me from gurney

Lunch at 5th road

I'm Lost

I'm helpless =(
I'm Crumble ='(
I need somebody lead me their shoulder and cry as loud as I can.


Do anyone know how I feel?
I'm Lost ............ lostttttttttttttttttttttt......................='(


I'm not as fine as You think I am
I'm not as Happy as You think I am
I'm not as Cheerful as You think I am
I'm not as Strong enough as You think I am
I'm not .......................................................
I'm Just pretend-ing,
And I'm just a little little girl those who need lotsa love


I do need someone pamper me,
I do need someone concern about me,
I do need someone to take care of me,
I do need someone can be more understanding,
I.......................but not giving me troublesome,quarrel and etc etc etc !!!!

Penang Days 3

Wake up in the early morning

Had B'fast at Air Itam with my sweetheart

Then heading to G hotel for Sun Tan and Swimming

Syok..I luv this life to the max

So relaxing

>.<